They say to never regret, because at one point it was all you ever wanted. Im sitting here trying to make sense of that, because youre right, it was all I ever wanted. At the time you were the meaningful, honest relationship I needed. So really, is regretting this so damn much such a bad thing? I was used, when all I did was spill the truth from my heart. I was hated for being nothing more than what I thought was best for you. I was mutilated, mentally bruised, for nothing, just because you went and became this disgusting unmorally incorrect fiend.
Im done. Ive said this thousands of times to all the same people. Ive never really given up at anything. Ive stopped doing things, sure, but theyve never left my heart. Im sorry to say, oh wait, scratch the sorry, Im glad, that my heart is full. With happy. With my family. With my friends. Youre unneeded, unwanted, and no longer apart of me. Deal with it.
Ahh, well now, I think I need a mental health day from school, because, I have too much homework. Haha, and I can't wait fer December, when I make my final decisions, and where I can finally chill for Christmas break. (:
- Mood:
Relief - Listening to: You Had Me at Hello - A Day to Remember